Blogroll:Thankyou for following this blog in the past whenever the little group of you who did. This blog is going to die soon, as I will be euthanising it in favour of the new blog, which shall hopefully start promptly on the 1st of January 2008.
Well I am starting up a new site on the site now so I may not have time in future to keep this site maintained. I cannot reveal the location of the site ;) because this blog was started under an anonymous guise and I’d like to keep it that way.
I’m looking at a lot of changes happening right now; money is a vital issue I really need to take charge upon what with the upcoming festive period. What I really wanted to blog about here is a rant about… atheists.
I have no problem with atheists. I also have no problem with theists. However I do have a problem with those who try to push their beliefs on me. Now you might assume that this applies only to theists. But it doesn’t. I am sick and tired of people constantly trying to make me an atheist online. You suck. You are spineless, cowardly and have no guts, hiding behind your wall from which you can call up your twisted illogical arguments.
Now a good portion of my best mates are atheists. And they have never tried to do this. Except one… you know who you are ;). And I look at these people and realise that this is why they are my mates. Because they are tolerant people who actually like me for who I am.
Then I go onto the internet. I look at my favourite newsite, digg.com. And what do I find here? A hypocritical fan-base full of ignorant people who’d rather go up to someone and yell an argument in their face, then run away really quickly, throw stones and disappear without so much as waiting to think that the other person may wish to defend themselves.
Many times I have asked people not to try and insult other religions in the name of atheism, only to be told that my argument is “illogical” and I am “pushing my beliefs” on them. I have never tried to do this. So I put this out to all those Richard Dawkins out there: stop trying to convert me. I know you’ll probably rush up and say “We’re not trying to convert, merely make you see reason.”
Well hey, I could say the exact same thing, couldn’t I? Against your atheism that is. Because atheism is a religion in a sense. It is a movement that believes that God doesn’t exist. No problem with that. I can see how they might think that; I’ve put myself in their shoes - hell I’ve put myself in the shoes of most religions to get a good outlook of who I really am.
So I ask you: put yourself in my shoes. See how it is for the other side, constantly being under attack from this modern age movement.
Wow. Just imagine how rich you’d have to be to set up something like this. Also patience. Or a team of servants.
I am thinking of creating a new online link directory… which will offer a feature other sites do not and that I have been finding that I am in constant need of it. Browsing the internet is all I do nowadays and I am trying to branch out onto the creativity side of the PC, such as trying to create wallpapers and doctoring images on Photoshop to improve my skills, or writing short stories to improve my writing skills etc.
I look at people with talents and I think “Why can’t I be like these people?” and my mind falls into sadness - resigned to the fact that I might never be like one of these people. But recent encouragement from the right people has forced me to think otherwise, and a confidence boost from a victory over someone has led me to think higher.
I am deciding to create a few sites online, put a few adverts onto these and then throw myself at the mercy of the internet. This is where I can earn money easily… I’ve never been too good at conventional face to face jobs. The retail and service industry is not for me. I’ve only ever been good at it when the service base I serve is quite small.
When the service base turns into the general public, I become a little more uneasy, and I can’t stand serving random people. I have this thing where I think that everyone around me is constantly judging me by every action I have, and that everyone around me is scrutinising my every move waiting for a slip up. But when that slip-up happens, nothing bad is said or done. So I don’t understand why I still have that behaviour.
I’m off now to hone my creativity or what little there is of it.
Okay I may be switching to calibri in this blog soon.. It seems clearerand easier on my eyes. You may have noticed an ad on the side of my page… it is to test out AdBrite’s ad system as I may be implementing it on some sites soon to raise a little bit of money. I would like to express my opinion on charging people to gain access to some websites. I find this unacceptable behaviour as the internet started out as a medium of free speech and I would like it to stay this way, unconstrained by how rich or poor you are.
The internet was also based on anonymity, which means that you should be able to stay anonymous… however this is becoming increasingly untrue, due to IP trackers being able to find out your location. If you have to pay for access to a site then that site now has access to all your details, and phishing is becoming an evermore ugly aspect in web usage.
Scammers online are the lowest of the low, preying on the weak and stupid, trying to gain their login details… knowing full well that these people who willingly hand over their details think that they know everything about the internet and will not check the address bar to check if the site is legitimate or even think about whether it is a scam.
I will now turn to the topic of a site called “OiNK” being shut down lately… apparently this site was used to distribute pirated goods online. One of the arguments used by the defence is that they are the same as google in being able to find pirated goods. For those of you who don’t know how this works, google has a filetype searching system, where you can type “filetype:” and then the file you want, and google will find exactly that - your search term in that filetype. So if a user was to type in “filetype:torrent” they would be able to find a torrent file which is commonly used to pirate electronic media. I advise against this as google DOES keep a record of what you do online and goverments may have access to this data soon, leading criminal activities to put you in gaol.
So I put an argument forward to the owner of “OiNK” - your site is not similiar to google, as google automatically indexes everything it finds online discriminately… they do not advertise this filetype feature openly and also the owner of “OiNK” - he knew exactly what people were using his site to do so I don’t beleive any ignorance plea he puts forward.
Back to the subject at hand - I may be giving this site a complete makeover soon so watch this space.
I finally got Hal0scan working. For no reason at all. My old login apparently existed and didn’t exist at the same freaking time. So here is just a crappy ‘lil post to test out the new system.
I haven’t blogged lately.
I don’t know why.
I don’t have anything to blog about. Half term has been a shit hole of emptiness. You may notice spelling in this blog post is impeccable due to the face I know have a British English in-line dictionary checking my every word. Although I may have had to add the word “blog”, it’s all right.
Nothing has been going on much, except for the fact I am having a total brain drain… I haven’t been thinking about anything lately. I’m just stewing into a pot of vacuity. Neurons melting into dis-connectivity. I can’t do any work because I can’t focus… I really cannot focus at the moment. It’s probably taken me an hour to write a post this short, because of all the distractions.
What I need is some good music, any chill out ambient music would be good, to calm me down. I used to listen to the first Chill out Album a couple of years ago when doing work and that use to get me into a working mood.
I’m playing it now, and I feel much calmer. I recommend it for anyone who has trouble focussing… and I’m off the point already. I may be slightly jagged in blog posts, but from now on I resolve to think more deeply about certain issues, and not to get angry all the time. I need to calm down and think, and focus. If you know of any techniques… that aren’t bogus pieces of crap used to sell books… please send them my way. I will place my e-mail address on the right hand side of this page very soon. Back to finish my physics write-up now… wish me luck!
I just checked after posting my last post and there was suddenly a realisation that there were loads more postings from people I forgot to check blogs mutilate english language blah even I don’t know what this sentence means.
So to spite them I am going to post this.
Ha-HA!
Oh and someone posted a Chris Crocker retort, so I don’t have to anymore. Thanks tAll oNe.
By the way, if you’re checking youtube, there is a reply by Seth Green, one of the funniest people ever. Yeayea the Tall One did say they were stupid but Seth Green is awesome. Plus he’s well known. Not some fat forty year old guy with herpes living with his mum on state welfare in some run down council house dressed up in drag, or some crappy daytime television show with a really badly dressed presenter who snorts cocaine doing it just for better ratings which is impossible considering the ratings are so bad in the first place they can only get worse!
I often get carried away with my descriptions.
Hey Chris Crocker!
You are a bitch. Britney is also a bitch. Why don’t you two remove yourselves from the gene pool.
Free speech ro……..
*thud*
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—To Be Continued—
